Boy-girl relationship

This type of relationship is complicated. I used to have one and it is real to me. But the boy didn't like me. so it is pretty much one sided. The boy judged me on the way I look. The fact that I really loved him so much that it hurts me emotionally. I barely recovered till now as he is my first love. I deserved the rejection as I am supposed to study. I needed to deal with this rejection first. He acted that I don't deserve him. In my eyes, he is good-looking. We are classmates actually. I remember wanting him so badly. I don't know how to stop this obsession. I will try very hard to do just that. I will forget him so that it won't hurt anymore. It is best this way as I still can be friends with him along with other people who are my best friends like KC, TY and LauF.