Bitterness

I felt bitter in losing the pastor post especially when I am so well-trained in the Bible. In my previous church, the church titles are important but it broke a lot of relationships especially friendships. I remember that my father who left me the position of the Honorary Treasurer of the Boys Brigade. I cannot afford to lose the title because that title means a lot to people who previously belonged to my church. The title mean responsibilities and duties to carry out in the church, earning a meagre pay of $800 Singapore dollars.