Friends

I miss Salted Vegetable a lot. He is my classmate from B21B and he is really very cute with his smile. I love him a lot like my Abang. (meaning  "brother" in the Malay language which I learn from Ridwan). He is my friend who I respect a lot. His family is really cute-looking. But they do know how to cook. Kim Chye is a good cook. At least better than me. I know my cooking sucks. You know what, I miss him right now and a lot. Because he is always there. I took him for granted. But I like him a lot so much that it hurts right now. I am in love with him. I miss Teck Yi a lot who actually ignore me when I asked him outside the class whether I am 'desperate' when I confess my love to Tan Jun Ming.  At least that I don't feel so bad if I suffer rejection.

I am tired in my emotionally and spiritually. But at least I have Christian friends like Tan Yehui and Denise Tan whom I wanted to pair them up as a couple in the form of dating. But I guess I judge people by the look. But it is better this way because rejection is painful and cruel when the guy do not like you literally. I miss Foo Zhirong a lot whom I bully a lot. But he is a nice guy who hated me a lot. I depend on him too much. Actually I like his name the best and best of all, he is so good-looking that I, as a girl gets jealous easily. I secretly wish that I can look like him so I told him that I went for plastic surgery to do a nose job known as rhinoplasty. Because I do not look good in real person and on photo especially the ones on the identity card or passport.

Ok, I need to stop writing. Writing on this blog is addictive. I shall write tomorrow.